ะComplicated

Envy ?

Do you ever envy to somebody or something else ?I mean like somebody have something and we desire of that ,we want to have that too .

Ya ,I do envy too ,but I just envy to a child .Who is just simply ,uncomplicated and naive at all not even like a people who is so complicated and so hard to know what is in their mind .If I can choose I would like to be a child again ,it is so good ,no need to trouble about the affair around us which is so nasty .

I want Edward's brain !!I want a brain which can read people mind too !If I have a brain such like Edward had ,I can read people mind who I wanted to know ,but once you know how people think of you ,you will be either feel very happy of that or disappointed of that .




Why do people is so complicated ,is so hard to know what is on their mind . 

I don't like this ,but it is useless saying of this at here too .What can I do ?I cannot control every thing which has destined by the God .=[
Sorry for that I cannot do anything at all.